across the atlantic.

filed my intent to graduate…

this is a huge deal for me, not because I don’t want to graduate but because I do, really badly, I cannot wait! this is technically my 5th year in college because I switched majors three times then went abroad. so I guess you could say that I was a little behind. but I have had enough of bull shit assignments and bad professors (not to say that I did not have good ones, but the bad outweighed the good).

last night three kids in my major rented out a bar on campus and invited all of the communication majors for their independent study class. it seemed to surreal, the years i have spent with these people. all of my memories of past classes, homework assignments and professors came flooding back. I was hit with a wall of emotion and suddenly I realized that I did not want to graduate at all, I loved my school, classmates and major.

so this morning when I filed my intent to graduate I was not happy but confused. I do not know how to feel anymore, I guess more than anything I am afraid for the instability of the future.